I feel like “urrgghh”. You know those times when you feel like doing absolutely nothing… just quit everything and stare into empty space as if you are looking for something. Well, I don’t know that feeling, but I wonder why I want it. Something is really keeping me unfocussed. Sorry, that will be somethings and not just something. Unfortunatelly I can not really say anything about that here, nevertheless, I am doing my best to stay focussed, and try to control the stress level. However, I am glad for my “small” business achievement I did last week, and some odour around the corner tells me that there might be more. No doubt that I am still depressed of the amateurism that’s been flying around lately. Sometimes I do wonder how the world will be like without such “bastards”, would it be a better place? or would it be worse? or even just the same? It’s almost 1700 hours, the day is over indeed, and I don’t really feel like going home. I want to stare into the empty space that not even close to existance in my life. All I know, is that you are reading something that’s absolutely insane and not making any sence. Ahhh, I need a break… a big FAT break. Guess I will award myself that once the season is over. I was promised a few hours ago that some bastard from the ISP should show up to see the super annoying low speed internet connection. GOD, what’s with Egyptians and their never correct or accurate appointments. What is it with the inaccuracy they have in almost everything except giving the wrong information? I do not think that I do have to blame the people for this. The system is what should be blamed to start with. It really is depressing to see how things are sometimes being done around here. People think they run everything! People think they know everything! People think they are everything! Man, those people are so because they are in need of a life and nothing more. The system never gave them the chance to get a life. The education thought them nothing about getting a life. Ahhh this is getting more depressing. I’ll just quit. F*** it!